Here is my journal. :]
I'm pretty sure, no one will really read it. But hey, it's alright.

So this will sum up the big events of my summer and stuff. As well as my thoughts, rants, feelings and such. I's right in an actual journal but my mom reads them. xD


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MY SUMMER:
Sadly..my summer really wasn't that great. It wasn't as great as visiting my uncle in Denver, Colorado..or a trip from L.A. to the border of Canada and back to Perris.

My past summers were so much more fun filling. Many jokes, events, family visiting, doing something 24/7, scenery, historical places, hobos, amusment parks, city, starbucks, hotels, san fransisco, korea town, china town, the discovery of purikura. A BUNCH OF STUFF!!

This year it was just..home. On the computer, straining my eyes. Or waking up, so bored and out of my mind I start cleaning everything. Then Mexico, for a week, which was alright. I mean family is fun, but they stayed inside all day too. Then my uncle comes over for a visit, but just uses us as a rest stop and leaves. Then, ugh, back home and NOTHING. No friend dared to contact me, invite me somewhere, call me, txt me, roleplay, come over. NOTHING. Now that 90% of my friends started college, I can't even spend time with them as if it was summer. ]: Because they are all busy. Bummer.

I have friends who live 5 minutes away and don't even stop by to say, hi. It's sad really. So sad, I changed so much and did so much to un bore myself.

I :

- Practiced Korean Dance moves.
- Daydreamed to Asian Music.
- Actually finally learned how to pronounce Japanese and Korean words, right.
- Checked Facebook everyday, to cry over how everyone else were having fun.
- Actually went everywhere my parents went.
- Cleaned and helped around the house, earning moneeehhh.
- Join Gaia again. JUST to roleplay. Because two friends I always roleplayed with and a group of friends, finally got over the craze, of the roleplay.
- Now that I'm roleplaying different stories and characters I've been making up with others. I've forgot my own first original characters. Like..'Who is Takeshi? What was Vanessa? and Who the hell is Ryuu?!' Yes, that really happened.
-Searching long and hard for a decent roleplayer, a lot of them, including myself stopped replying to the messages. CURRRENTLY : I've found 2 new roleplayers, but I don't think it will last again..THANK GOODNESS if it does.

-I made and reconnected with a few new/old friends. Piakhy, Rose and uh..I don't know her real name. D:
-I'm actually obsessing over nothing.
- Seriously, obsessing over nothing.. go ahead and put GD in front of me and I wont bug out like I used to...WHY SEUNG RI WHYYYY?!
-I decided not to txt anyone, because since I always txt people first, now I expect them to send me one. Doesn't work..
- I have a last resort, my brother's friend's mom's daughter.


NOW THAT MOST RANTING IS DONE!

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Yesterday, I started drawing again. I actually thought I was going to be poop after A BUNCH OF MONTHS without drawing..but it came out amazing! :] A princess in armor from Final Reign. Yep. And in color pencils, which turned out AMAZING! So with that, my drawing mood is BACK! :]

Except nothing drawn today, due to the fact that I Volunteer on Wednesday's in my brother's Kindergarten class with my Mommy. At first I was like..NOOOO. But then after the first uncomfortable stares and introduction, it wasn't bad at all! I mean, 10 am to 2 pm was pretty horrid. The work we were set out to do with each kid was horrible too. But out of all of that, there were lots of good things.

WHICH ARE:
- I felt good..I actually volunteered.
- Mostly all the kids were ADORABLE!
- I never knew a kid talked so much.
- I never knew all the Asian kids in the class would be that smart.
- And how they reffered to me as Teacher or Miss Cassie. xD So cute.
- And Jacob..with his cuteness.. "Miss Cassie, do you know Spanish too? I know Spanish! uno dos tres cuatro, cinco, seis, siete, ocho, nueve, diez, once, do-" Me: "Oh, that very good! Go tell my mom." -goes and tells my mom the same thing.- Mom: Do you watch Dora la Exploradora? Jacob: Yes! DELICIOUSO!
- So much sad storys and adorableness.
- I'm going back next week for sure!

Aside from that..
WARNING ASIAN BLABBER:
-A couple weeks ago, my whole family went to Octopus Sushi Restaurant. Everything was nice until I noticed the waiter looked exactly like Taeyang. Even ask my Sister she ate him with her eyes. We would stare and stare and giggle. The waiter would just turn around and look at us raising an eyebrow. We looked away. Later he decided to gives us the Mochi instead of the other Lady Waiter we had. He smiled and was all cleaning the table. Yea..That really looked like Taeyang. o_o
- The a couple days before we went shopping for school supplies. We walked and shopped. Suddenly my sister Alex was like "OMG! That Asian boy is so cute!" i turn around and looked. It was a 13 year old looking tall asian kid. In a blue and white collar stripped shirt. And I went " Awwwww, he's adorable." and Alex was like " Awww, he is hot!!" Lol. That was her interest, not mine. i think a lot of Asians are adorable.

KOREAN STARS:
-Taeyang finally released his international album. It was really good. But when he sand 2 of his songs 'Wedding Dress' and 'I'll be there' in english. It still sounded like Korean to me. xD but his brand new english song ' Connection' was by far the best one. His pronunciation was perfect and the beat too.
- Big Bang released a mini album. Not a full album, yet. It costs $13 and it had 2 songs. NO WAY IM NOT BUYING THAT. So I YouTube the songs and video. The Song and MV 'Beautiful Hangover' was...AMAZING! The beat really nice. This video made me fall, head over heels fo SeungRi and Daesung.
              *TOP is the mastermind. GD and YB(Taeyang) fall in love with the same American
chick. Seung Ri tapes each of the affairs individually. I think he shows it to them, because they start going crazy and weep. The girl is all part of the Mastermind's plan. Daesung provides drugs to GD and YB, to cure the pain. As well as Daesung whispers YB to kiss his lips. xDDDDD The Lyrics are a whole different meaning than the video. So the song is not about drugs and stuff. I loved it. Especially SEUNG RI <3 :] The first man I truly fell for in BB before I moved to GD. -sigh-



HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS BLABBER!!

-So I'm really excited. But apparently, no one else is. ]: I guess it's just My Mom, Grandma, Sister and Me..
-Well Annual Members get to buy tickets now..LUCKY DUCKS.
-The site is still closed, but they annouced most of what there is going to be.
-The Slogans are "Welcome to your new nightmare" and ""
-The Main Icon is Freddy.
-Minor Icons are : Jigsaw/Billy , Jason, and La Llorona.
-Mazes, take a guess, at the major and minor icons. About them.
-Scarezones. No scarezones. Every monster is allowed to move all around the place. No official spot. oh joy..clowns everywhere! D:
- But hey..Freddy as the main icon? I HEAR BELLS RINGING. This year will be BOMB!
- Plus I get a second chance to go in the SAW maze. THANK GODNESS!!
- But my husband Leatherface won't be there. ]:
- At least Wolfman isn't..WOOOOO!!


OTHER BLABBER!!

My Dad promised me the best thing ever.
-Mac Laptop
-Bamboo intuous 4 (Drawing thing) <-- I dunno how to spell.

For my birthday!! he believes in my drrreeaaaammmsss

Besides that. I bought something on AMAZON.COM.
-How to draw book, about clothing and stuff. I saw it in borders, totally worth the money.
-Also bought a set of Sakura inking pens. For my art!

Then I reminded my dad of his promise with the Avatar the Latt Airbender Art of the animation.
- It's on it's way! In fedex WEEEEE!!

I REALLY REALLY BELIEVE NOW, THAT my bracelet I bought in Mexico for Protection and Money works. But i should have gone for the Love bracelet. I need some of that. ]:

I don't care if he is not Asian..as long as he is cute, really loves me, respects me and my family/friends, and has a sense of humor. IM IN! :]

PLEASE OH PLEASE! I NEED A BOYFRIEND! ]:
This is my Bithday wish, My Christmas wish and my New Years wish. D:
OH HOW HAPPY I WOULD BE!! <3
Please shooting stars and flying ponys! Give me this wish. I want to meet a nice guy. D:

Of course I rather be friends, and slowly get to know him before he is anything close to my boyfriend.

SO.. I wish to have a lot of boy friends this and next year. :]


SOOOO.

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I'm not tired.

I have blabbered so much non sence.

I should go now. Because, if my mom saw me on the internet now..She would KILL me.

BYE!! <3 :]

BTW I am going to watch the FRED movie on Nick.

and

Scott Pilgrim vs. The World.